Hmmmmm....

wanling said L is very very very nice. very very funny...

i say it is ok lor.... can hardly find a good spot to laugh heartily.. the most a smile... and i smile at the smallest thing... this means the humorous segment is hardly laughable to me....
I know some scenes, the expression, movement tries to express somethings.. but its not appealing to me...

Seems like i demand more in a movie now.. probably i will find more meaning and laughter in CK7?

Or i am more and more mundane...either its a sign of age or these few days has put a toll me to a mundane stage..........probably its both...

off work at 5 super near bugis.. went for a game cos still got time...i play like just to past time... so no meaning de... the guy beside me was like pressing buttons so fast.. i was like taking my sweet time...aw...seems like nothing interest me....

peep tend to talk.. i tend to hear...cos if i hear, i don practice, i think its ok..if i talk , i don practice, its crap.. so i quiet.. hahaha.. less criticism.. knowing when to stop talking is the best... i still learning.. haha.. bad experience in pri and sec school.. keep blabbering non stop...so.. shhhh.........


Seems that the cycle has begun once again......说不出的心酸，说不出的心寒....往日的日子将是个考验。。。不知能挨多久。。。该置身之外还是穿起战袍。。。隐居？无视？装傻？硬撑？

这将会是难熬的三年。。。。。


Dreamt that pearson was in my vehicle.. then i had an accident while ferrying him home...
How to avoid accident if the dream is a premonition?

SOLUTION: sorry pearson... i will not ferry u home no matter wat. hahahahahahahaha


Heard news of auntie annie past away.... auntie quek face came to my mind.. i thot was annie.... so when i went to sbm this morning.. i saw auntie quek...then i ask my self
"eh? who past away ar?" ... then i know who....

the younger ones wont know who she is.... she is one of the ex youth in our group 10 years back.. parents were supportive then.. but too bad we dint really click with each other... age difference(with her daughter and son)? 1 year nia though....well.. nice lady..

anyway... felt sad when i went to her funeral.....1 fact of life.... all faces death... treasure wat u have......well.. theory is theory.. hard for peep who have not experienced it to realise it...


5.00 pm : me msn my colleague..

Me: Oi i going off early .. 545 i jus go
Colleague A: ok

5.40 pm:

Me: oi pack up. going off le
Colleague A: ok :)

5.42pm:

i went to toilet and came out.. saw colleague B. I lip read :"going off early". I replied with a nod

5.44pm:

Manager went to toilet. i took my laptop bag and ready to go. i look up.... all 3 got their bags and towards the door liao. haha... i was like wat the!!!then remembered we miss out another colleague.. ahaha...

colleague B: quick la!!! quick!!! before she comes out!!! quick!!!

damn funny la...all ready to go liao.. i plan to leave early.. but they best la... even faster than me.. hahahaha

Today heng DAO!!!!!! Manager went off early.. after she went off i immediately pack my stuffs.. asked my colleague to go together... so we went down.. walk walk walk... pressed the remote for my van... stood beside the van.. looked up.... the ticket lady.... STUNNED.... !!! right in front of me pressing... then she abit sian face.. think she just reach and started pressing only.. hengs.....

wI was talking to xiao bai and forester about eating on friday.... cos expensive... not really adviseable for them to join.. havent work then spend so much....then I remembered my bro msn nick..........................君子之交淡如水，小人之交酒肉亲.............................. nice verse..... makes me feel I am a bad friend. hahaha...小人之交酒肉亲......

I just find that instance very cute.... so decided to take a shot.... i dont udnerstand the rationale in me takng this pic..... but i just find its cute.. haha....

they were still strangers few years back... but now they are frens... it brings happiness to see how the bond of friendship is formed.... though majority of time is bond thru lan... -_-"... hope buddhism can help all to form a closer link... probably like how we did in our pastlife.....

er... how did we do it?


I shant disturb u guys anymore.. i try. hahahaha.... espescially jianyong. :)


think i am really bored... 3 blogs in a role....sianed.... well.. anyway.... joined the guys for ktv.. wanted a buffet.. should have a buffet.. cos more cost worthy.. next time remind me...well... quite dark inside.. so... my cyber shot phone tried its best .. haha.... TOP: 45 min after we started...
none of them were on their seats... all standing.. haha.. if i am the owner i will cry... spoil my furniture...




These were the days where a few peep do everything....TOP : wen cai and lawrence... resting at the end of the day.. we were preparing to leave SBM...the shrine hall still looks the same... This is the first generation... where we reside in the small room.. 1st level...Law look abit like forester.. hahaha







Through so many years, we been saying this person this, this person that.... here not good, there not well... but .. who are we to judge? But to be frank..... its a natural tendency for people to judge... you cant stop them, you cant stop yourself..... so.. how?

The only thing you change..... the way people judge.... NOT stopping people from judging.....

Senario 1

Guy: she always ignore me, do this to me...(negative) blah bla blah.....etc
Fren: wa she is such a bitch....
Guy: oi.. who are you to judge her?

See the irony? The judgement from F comes from the info fed by G.. so if G wants F to stop judging so negatively about his gurl, stop complaining......

Senario 2

Eg. 1
Cast: petty gurl and fren

F: hey, you know u quite petty? maybe you can be more gracious?
PG: who are you to judge if i am petty or not?

If one has the mentality of "who are you to judge", will he/she ever learn from mistake?
I donno.. don wanna judge... :p

Eg.2
Cast: Emo person and fren

F: actually u quite emo u know?
EP: *who are u to judge?* No i not emo! who say I emo! i never emo wat!!!why u say me emo!!!!!!

Summary... normally if close frens advise close frens with regards to their behaviour, its for the good course....theres' no reason for close frens to harm close frens....unless.. that fren is not that close....SO>>>>

u cant stop people from judging you... BUT you can change how they judge through reflection...

DECLARATION: "who are u to judge" will not be used on my frens be it i am happy, pissed, neutral or angry with them. Or even hate them.

May all my frens remind me when i am not mindful of my actions, and may the Triple Gems guide me.

There is suffering, dukkha. Dukkha should be understood. Dukkha has been understood

There is the origin of suffering, which is attachment to desire. Desire should be let go of. Desire has been let go of.

There is the cessation of suffering, of dukkha. The cessation of dukkha should be realised. The cessation of dukkha has been realised.

There is the Eightfold Path- the way out of suffering. This path should be developed. The final insight into arahantship is:‘This path has been fully developed.’



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