Was Driving home and suddenly memories of me in school flashes... why is it that we can only remember some scenes , but not the whole of primary school?... wierd... i remember kaiyi told me she cant remember a thing in primary school.... haha... wonder why was that.

PRE SCHOOL

remembered the first day of school.. in maha bodhi... last time still got preschool.. now think don have liao.....
saw children crying when their parents left.....thoughts was " why they cry ar.. just school only ma" I never get to understand why they feel so sad...but my parent was supportive. dad stayed around to watch me...
days at preschool...cant really remember... dint make any friends cos probably I dint know how to. Dont have their numbers.. I think thats normal?

PRIMARY 1

Life in primary 1 was only so-so.. still cant figure out why we study.... remembered having to memorise times table... -_-" such a chore for me... was tested.. those who got it wrong will get cane on hand... i heng i got 5 x table...phew... i happy until siao

2nd memory was ... always bullied by a girl sitting beside me... looks is above average.. of cos base on primary 1 standard.. hahaha.... dint know there is a diff between boys and girls then.. but i did nothing wrong.. haha

3rd memory was i failed my english test... mainly cos i dint do a page... how did i miss it sia

Dint have a good time for the next half year... changed place... though i dint sit with the girl bully but dint make much frens.... got "enemies" instead... so we actually throw those pencil shed and lead into peep bag to dirty it.... and chalk....was happy taking revenge.... then one fine day when i pack my bag... i was wondering why i got so many chalks in my bag... and why my bag so dirty.... stupid sia......dint realise they put in my bag....

naturally i dint make any frens there.. one of my "enemies" look like WU1 LONG2 YUAN4 the bald head guy... think only peep at my generation will know.... haha....anyway... during year end i think i will be in trouble in pri 2 cos still same class with "enemies"... I got no ally.. only myself... so i smart.. i tell mum i wanna change class... and voila!!!! i got into morning session in P2... nice.... I was reborn...

Life in P1 was lonely.. though i never know wat lonely was.... no frens.. going back donno do wat... sleep, wake up watch tv, cartoon, eat dinner, watch tv... study never seemed to be in my schedule.... donno how i pass.... cant even remember taking exam.....

There is suffering, dukkha. Dukkha should be understood. Dukkha has been understood

There is the origin of suffering, which is attachment to desire. Desire should be let go of. Desire has been let go of.

There is the cessation of suffering, of dukkha. The cessation of dukkha should be realised. The cessation of dukkha has been realised.

There is the Eightfold Path- the way out of suffering. This path should be developed. The final insight into arahantship is:‘This path has been fully developed.’



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