Today is the day where the campers comes in to receive certificate... though happy to have breakfast with hangqi, kaiwen and andrinna....but.... suddenly feel so lonely after the committee meeting.... come out.. see no one...

Spiritually not strong?
Came to sbm for the wrong reason?
Came to sbm for the sake of coming?

not really the above.... will take it as an experience..... impermanence.... scary..... one moment can hear fun and laughter... the other instant...... no more.... how long will i be in sbm...?

maybe this negative thoughts set me thinking.... frens for so long... but why keep relationship in wrap?... though its pte matters... but supopse to be a happy thing.....1st ky and law,(wrap for 3 months?)..... 2nd ming and lee(wrap for 1 year?)... and then who's next? after marriage then announce??? well.... not that all dint know abt it.. but only selected....

Or was i not considered a fren at all..........................

Its fair if we say wait for the relationship to be stable... otherwise break le alot of prob..... esp within sbm..... but... cant help to have the feeling of not being treated as a fren....happy things share never mind right? well.. probably relationship in sbm is more stressful than happy.....

Probably thats why ignorant peep is happier....Thats why i choose to be oblivious about most stuffs...
1) choose not to observe
2) choose not to hear
3) choose not to care
4) choose not to bother

There is suffering, dukkha. Dukkha should be understood. Dukkha has been understood

There is the origin of suffering, which is attachment to desire. Desire should be let go of. Desire has been let go of.

There is the cessation of suffering, of dukkha. The cessation of dukkha should be realised. The cessation of dukkha has been realised.

There is the Eightfold Path- the way out of suffering. This path should be developed. The final insight into arahantship is:‘This path has been fully developed.’



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