I asked my bro to send goods to my client at NTU.... so he helped me.... Then he send me this..:

"*** the people dog eye see people no up....u should have seen the look when he saw me using htc phone"

htc is a pda phone... think my client cant believe a "Deliver Man" using a pda phone.. hahaha... then bro commented the people at career fair all eyes grown on their forehead... see him like "heng we are doing career fair, not a delivery man."

well this is wat i always go thru..... I am a degree holder DELIVERY MAN... power
but just be oblivious and dog eyes wont hurt you....

... imagine lawrence helping me deliver... he will be a master degree holder DELIVERY MAN. hahahhaa....


Was suppose to do some research for work... so we dress down... to bermudas and t-shirt with my colleagues... Suppose to visit parks as one of the avenue...

Me: Park? go bird park la.
Colleague: Bird Park?? Park meh?
Me: Got park what... go la...
Colleauge: Ok. My uncle works there.. can have free entrance...

So this is where we ended up ....





I remembered the time when I was i n JC year 2.... the year when I asked wen cai to join me in intra school volleyball competition(Mix, as in girl boy mix)....along with the few selected peeps... who were all in a sense "outcast". why? 1) not liked by peep 2) not trusted by peep

I was one of them.. ha.. cant get close to team mates...donno why....

anyway.. its was like in the movies....Benchwarmers.. haha.. all those out casted played together....of cos for every benchwarmers there is a key player... for us is.... WENCAI!!!!
can spike,receive, serve.... but too lenient on girls when spiking... -_-" he scared make them cry.... the other was a guy...his fren omitted out from his team... very good spiker... acute angle spike... but only in 1 direction. haha...

Result: 1 match: 1st round won, 2nd lost, 3rd won
2nd match: 2 round won
3rd match: 2 round won.
4th match: 2 round won
Last match was unnecessary... cos we were leading. My team and my volleyball captain's team going to meet in the final.. but they insisted.... in the end we won... 2 round straight again.

Final: they have drafted out all plans etc... sufficient warm up... US? no warm up... just change and went down to court... all out of form.. -_- I thought we were losing.... 1-0, 2-0.. 6-0.... scared... my turn to serve... 1-6... but a mistake from me and ... i lost the ball the second serve.

But the other guy, took the ball and make us lead by 8-6 in the end... sucuumbing to pressure, the opponent fell.... 2nd round... 1-0,1-1,2-1,2-2,3-2,3-3..... I was irritated by the way opponent played... asked for time out to break their momentum... discussed, executed... in the end.. we won....

Surprisingly there wasnt much of a joy in winning....I desired to win, yet... there was no joy at all...Realise a fact of me... it takes a losing team to feel the joy of winning... which i did feel it when I was playing intra school street soccer...

Same as life... one who is born with silver spoon will not understand the bliss he/she is in as compared to those living in not so good environment..... so be happy with what we have...we may never have it again...


wa.,,, looking through 2003 pics again.. kui look so student.... haha.. when she was still below 22.. haha.. and amanda..... still so student like...
kili lee... haha.... small gurl.... amanda still had her bracers on...
I wonder if their wish to be slim and pretty forever will ever be fulfilled... hahaha





well.. after sharing the few of us went down to eat teow chew porridge... after that we were talking heaven, speaking earth.... these pics were taken by kui... testing out my new phone...

wen cai and feng was only listening most of the time


Ryan was acting batman all the time




Was Driving home and suddenly memories of me in school flashes... why is it that we can only remember some scenes , but not the whole of primary school?... wierd... i remember kaiyi told me she cant remember a thing in primary school.... haha... wonder why was that.

PRE SCHOOL

remembered the first day of school.. in maha bodhi... last time still got preschool.. now think don have liao.....
saw children crying when their parents left.....thoughts was " why they cry ar.. just school only ma" I never get to understand why they feel so sad...but my parent was supportive. dad stayed around to watch me...
days at preschool...cant really remember... dint make any friends cos probably I dint know how to. Dont have their numbers.. I think thats normal?

PRIMARY 1

Life in primary 1 was only so-so.. still cant figure out why we study.... remembered having to memorise times table... -_-" such a chore for me... was tested.. those who got it wrong will get cane on hand... i heng i got 5 x table...phew... i happy until siao

2nd memory was ... always bullied by a girl sitting beside me... looks is above average.. of cos base on primary 1 standard.. hahaha.... dint know there is a diff between boys and girls then.. but i did nothing wrong.. haha

3rd memory was i failed my english test... mainly cos i dint do a page... how did i miss it sia

Dint have a good time for the next half year... changed place... though i dint sit with the girl bully but dint make much frens.... got "enemies" instead... so we actually throw those pencil shed and lead into peep bag to dirty it.... and chalk....was happy taking revenge.... then one fine day when i pack my bag... i was wondering why i got so many chalks in my bag... and why my bag so dirty.... stupid sia......dint realise they put in my bag....

naturally i dint make any frens there.. one of my "enemies" look like WU1 LONG2 YUAN4 the bald head guy... think only peep at my generation will know.... haha....anyway... during year end i think i will be in trouble in pri 2 cos still same class with "enemies"... I got no ally.. only myself... so i smart.. i tell mum i wanna change class... and voila!!!! i got into morning session in P2... nice.... I was reborn...

Life in P1 was lonely.. though i never know wat lonely was.... no frens.. going back donno do wat... sleep, wake up watch tv, cartoon, eat dinner, watch tv... study never seemed to be in my schedule.... donno how i pass.... cant even remember taking exam.....


Was working through proposal for K. Chick for them to participate in my organisation campaign.....was trying to convince them the benefits they can get thru the audience, participants since majority are going to be children. Was going through how to entice the children to be loyal customer etc.... though i KNOW its going to be unhealthy for the kids.....

Then my colleagues started saying it uses genetically engineered chickens etc.... then my conscience step in....

Wat the hell am i doing sia....I know its unhealthy yet i trying to help them to get more kids to eat their food..... be it Mcompany... food are all not healthy at all....(not to mention names... later ganna sue)

-_-" .... this will be the last.. i hope.... hope i wont have to deal with this anymore....
no more F n B sponsors .....


This is the signage to the toilet... nice right.... sexy ladies.. -_-"

Dispenser... can only dispense paper....




Today just visit a toilet at construction site... wa.... better than JTC flatted factory, better than my own house one.. power.....high tech somemore.... the top of the flushing area is a basin ( female toilet)... after finishing business , when flush, water will be dispensed from a tube ...can rinse hand from there.. then the water will be used for the next flush... so eco sia.... still got motion detector..... should have taken some photo with my cyber shot.... better than sbm camera.. hahaha..... even if i move the camera, the image wont be blur... powerful cyber shot... nice....


Today is the day where the campers comes in to receive certificate... though happy to have breakfast with hangqi, kaiwen and andrinna....but.... suddenly feel so lonely after the committee meeting.... come out.. see no one...

Spiritually not strong?
Came to sbm for the wrong reason?
Came to sbm for the sake of coming?

not really the above.... will take it as an experience..... impermanence.... scary..... one moment can hear fun and laughter... the other instant...... no more.... how long will i be in sbm...?

maybe this negative thoughts set me thinking.... frens for so long... but why keep relationship in wrap?... though its pte matters... but supopse to be a happy thing.....1st ky and law,(wrap for 3 months?)..... 2nd ming and lee(wrap for 1 year?)... and then who's next? after marriage then announce??? well.... not that all dint know abt it.. but only selected....

Or was i not considered a fren at all..........................

Its fair if we say wait for the relationship to be stable... otherwise break le alot of prob..... esp within sbm..... but... cant help to have the feeling of not being treated as a fren....happy things share never mind right? well.. probably relationship in sbm is more stressful than happy.....

Probably thats why ignorant peep is happier....Thats why i choose to be oblivious about most stuffs...
1) choose not to observe
2) choose not to hear
3) choose not to care
4) choose not to bother

There is suffering, dukkha. Dukkha should be understood. Dukkha has been understood

There is the origin of suffering, which is attachment to desire. Desire should be let go of. Desire has been let go of.

There is the cessation of suffering, of dukkha. The cessation of dukkha should be realised. The cessation of dukkha has been realised.

There is the Eightfold Path- the way out of suffering. This path should be developed. The final insight into arahantship is:‘This path has been fully developed.’



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