Yest bhante pass me his gift from tibet.. so happy.... wanted to put on hp.. but very loose, so I tied to van......

Today... the ornament suddenly drop.... sense that something will go wrong... so i minimise my drive out... even don dare to stop by the road to drop my cheque.... so i stayed at home(wanted to go sbm.. but later they say i kpo.. so i dint go..)... safe safe... happy!........BUT....

dad drove out.. buy coupon...
van.. once again.. stationary.. park happy happy.. again... on double yellow line... again... one goooooooondo.... drove out of parking lot... happy happy do a turn....muack!... so ... my door.. once again... cant open... -_-" dad took down all his details.. but his vehicle number... wad de...

Once again BUT... actually our neighbours.... -_-" can find his car in carpark.... within the suayness can find the hengness... 13th floor somemore.. my block... gosh..... so coincidental....

I really cant believe it man.... so many times got intuition something bad will happen.... argghhh.... really gotta be careful ... next time ban driving if got intuition....

Bad happenings.. mah jiam when my mum fell sick that period....1) com crash,2) vehicle accident 3)tyre puncture.... then business fold... the last few month..... its the same sia....nan dao is a hint?
(dad just finish his physical examination.. everything ok... prostate should be fine.so dont think is his turn yet..).

............think gotta look for job lo........


seems like i landed in the most unsuited place i should land.... in the middle....

whatever i do, wherever i look, the result is going to be the same... its either be slapped... or be slapped...whichever step i take will be sooooo planned... by whichever side....

i think when i land myself in this predicament, there is no way i can opt for an out.... did i land myself in or did others???

there is always much emotions, pride, and assumption when engaging an unfriendly conversation... and worse... using email or letters.... create more misunderstandings.... past impressions and incidents will formulate base for argument and assumption... and BOOM!!!.... well thats the end of everything....

seemed like i always ended up in the middle... sick....


My cat ate some leaves today.... wonder why.. then start vomiting..... wondered wats wrong.... waited for sis in law... realised cat dint eat for the whole day cos its new brand... -_-" after feeding it with treats then started eating the new food... -_-" picky...
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Wed

went swimming with xiong.... can feel the water pressure acting on my lungs... looks like it has been quite some time since i swam.... -_-" doesnt feel comfortable.... no goggles also....ear plug also dunno put where....

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Camp

saw some pics which i don suppose to see on someone hp... thats sadist... hope he dint do that...

wonder how selfish can some peep be....birds of the same feathers flock together... lucky i am with birds that have nice feathers...good frens....

ditn expect cai to buy the cake in ntu.. nevertheless... something tells me i gotta go to brush my teeth.... and drink water before sleep... haha.. hence spoiling my bday surprise.... first bday gotta act its a surprise.. but thanks to all.... been glad you guys have been with me

its like a game... press reset button....many things in camp not in place.. seems like its time for SOP to appear for more organised and disciplined camp...

Logisitics though few peep,, they worked conscientiously... nice... last time more peep, more slack. haha.... now they more hardworking.. maybe lack some direction cos new.... but no worries.. it will be better.. next time allocate more manpower?

games... think i old le...some quite lame though... but why campers still got smiley face when playing lame games? cant understand.... too young? *shrug shoulder* wierd....

taking video... was it the first night that took toll on me or was it taking video really tiring....? last time ah yu also very tired looking one...sly also very tired... but she dint sleep on day -1....wonder.....

power messing team... where they get their energy from sia.....

Next time camp master must gather peep to chant and pray loud loud... ownself chant and pray quietly one corner can onli stop rain for 5 min.....

Enjoyable camp... nothing much to do down there except using van to drive here and there....too many happenings there le... so much injury and sickness cos wanna play.....
1) mr png.. play water bomb though fever... result --> high fever..
2) miss siah and cf... leg abrasion... then miss siah still wanna play somemore... -_-"...

sometimees u just need to know when to stop... otherwise gotta face the consequences.... i wonder how much the side mirror cost....

There is suffering, dukkha. Dukkha should be understood. Dukkha has been understood

There is the origin of suffering, which is attachment to desire. Desire should be let go of. Desire has been let go of.

There is the cessation of suffering, of dukkha. The cessation of dukkha should be realised. The cessation of dukkha has been realised.

There is the Eightfold Path- the way out of suffering. This path should be developed. The final insight into arahantship is:‘This path has been fully developed.’



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